touchyour fingers yearn to touch me, secrete romance and stick to my body, climb and jump and crawl while rain succumbs to healing heat in this hidden, longing, lonely forest.touch
i used to watch you silently from crevices inside your mind, the places where you didn't want to be. the places that you seemed to leave for me. i'd touch you from the inside, wanting, needing, pleading for the outside, but you never noticed me. then suddenly -- it seems as though i've trickled to the floor in front of you, and all the love i feel for you is written o
RayDo you know how beautiful you are?Ray
I've seen you cry inside. I've heard you lie, wordless and waiting for artificial answers.
You disappear inside of useless alibis and memories, a dream of something which was never part of you...
You can't know how beautiful you are. Your mirrors broke long ago. How could you know?
I've found you dead and living in your grave. Your breath comes clean and covers up the pain.
There are no signs of redemption in this place; I watch you from outside and touch
CrumbleYou crumble inside of me until my soul is painted russet-blonde, your scattered sense of dignity a shallow, dense reminder of the man you used to be.Crumble
Once ago you said a word or two which rescued you, then drifted past in moonlit sunshine trauma, escaping me and ceasing to remember never knowing who I was...you know it's true.
I chipped at you until I lost you, broke you down and wished a dime for new and younger candy, sweet - not knowing, sweet - not caring, thinking, being, loving.
Swallowed you
numbwhen everything hurts, nothing hurts. i am numb. touch me, and if it stings me, i am not quite numb enough. these words are make believe. my lips and fingers can not move. i have only thoughts. my thoughts are numb. they sipped my head of novocaine. (skip the needle, skip the pain.)numb
you feel so nice. how do you feel?
Devious Journal Entry
LL,MM,BB,HS
~*~*Louie*~*~
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Me loves you. lol.
LL, MM, BB, Happy Slinkeroo!!!
Louie!
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Louisa M. Bockstedt, 2
AnYhOwS!
Whatchya been up to, huh? huh? huh? I haven't 'annoyed' you for a couple of days, what's wrong with me? eh?
Wellz... umm.... Byez for now Sizta!!!! heehee
LL,MM,BB,HAPPY SLINKINESS! lol
Louie aka Louisambockstedt
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Louisa M. Bockstedt, 2
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